My love, to hold your hand today is to know that one day it will be the last time
If all goes as planned, we will one day hold each others hand for one last caress, one last breath, one last squeeze
And in holding tight one last time, as we feel our hearts break again, may we grip as tightly to the profound faith that we have shared the eternal
We will hold the eternal for an infinity as you are in me and I am in you for forever
(Alhambra)
Quiero vivir así…
Con poesias en las paredes de mi corazón …
Y con matemáticas del amor adornando cada recâmara …
Donde se duerme mi amado con cada tum tum del tambor de mi ser.
É aqui no quebrar do coração e nos momentos de visitar a câmara de pedaços por todo o chão que vemos a essência desta jornada.
Se damos uns minutos a estar ali em pé no meio da dor, vemos que todos somos assim… eternos espíritos aprendendo a expandir nossa capacidade de amar além de gestos, palavras, e modos.
Senta.
Bem te vi belo Beijaflor
Flutuando pelo ar
Trazendo uma mensagem do além
Affirmando meus saberes
Bem te vi belo Beijaflor
Pairando logo acima do sereno
Sussurrando que eu sei o que sei
Para ter fé na minha Divina intuição
do Jaime
Te conheci ali sentado
Sozinho e com todo seu ser ungido pelo Divino
Você bem humorado, doce, e terno
Dando do seu coração e sabedoria em gotas de ouro
Jogando e dançando com a vida
Como se fosse Pelé
Tão rápido nosso encontro
Tão profunda nossa amizade
Não esperava que tão cedo você partiria deste
Show de bola
It seeps in like water leaking from a slow drip
That feeling of dread for what heartbreak lies ahead
Because of the immensity of my love for you
There is no telling if we will part abruptly
One day here the next one your gone
Or a slow erasing of our memories and capacities that
Settles into days that turn into years
Leaving behind a trail of death by a million cuts into
The fragile grief-stricken skin of our hearts
Will we know it's time for our last goodbye?
Which we would surely savor holding each other ahead of the last breath
Or will we be left there not knowing how death could vanish like
Steam trails in the sky?
And still both a moment to savor or not
Still seems much more generous than a fading so extensive
That stretches past when we could remember before
The memories were erased or when our cells were the healthiest
Underneath the uncertainty lies the ever solid grounding
That death is the only guarantee of this lifetime and the
Deep soil of our love cannot bypass the physical death that awaits
And underneath that destined fate is the even more undeniable truth
That I will find your delicious soul in every lifetime
